Yep title says it all really.



Have been drinking quite a bit lately. And this was an internal thought/conversation. Granted you are getting the condensed version.

Attended my first ever 'Fur-meet' (also an Art-jam) last Wednesday, which was a very novel experience. Unfortunately was not as socal and quick witted as usual due to a level of fear and some level of reluctance as well. Several, somewhat odd experiences happened during the meet. First off was a girl who looked over to me, and... almost shouted "DO YOU HAVE A FURSONA!?" To which I responded, that we essentially use the word fur way too often, and that we place it in places it shouldn't be placed and was annoying. As has been covered previous in this journal (second entry I think?).

But answered none the less, after the fact.

And promptly realised while looking through my sketch book that there weren't really any up to date and, for lack of a better phrase, more good, version of my character sheet. That and nothing was in colour. So, therefore with that in mind have done a...

NEW CHARACTER SHEET!

Woo, it is very interesting to look at this one in comparison to the first ever one from 2008. Have improved over the past year. Even without drawing a significant amount. So, that definitely gives a level of hope to the future years. Hopefully will keep progressing and getting better (and trying out new styles).

Anyway, there were a few other things, which won't be covered here, but may end up the topic of another comic, possibly, which happened. Definitely an interesting experience all up. Not so much relaxing (as was during the week and couldn't just stay and relax, needed to get up for work early the next morning as per usual), but definitely enjoyable. Hopefully next time will have more time to just be and draw and stuff like that, rather than drinking a six pack in three hours and attempting to not freak out due to paranoid thoughts too much. Heh.

Hope you all are enjoying your weekend (or have as the case may be) and that the next week works out well for everyone. Cheers.

Hehehe PUN!



Yeah. Anyway.

Have still been drinking too much. Mess though, gets on my nerves and must be delt with. Order will win eventually!

Yeah, moving to a new place (interstate). Means not knowing anyone, and not being able to meet up/hang out with anyone.

Thus, resorting to older, tried and true methods can work nicely.

Like last night... though, it probably isn't such a good thing in the long run. :/

Really won't be a set solution, obviously. Just, drinking and watching Youtube clips can be a good end to a long week of work. Though hopefully won't become habit or a regular occurance.

Hopefully...

Heh punny eh'.




Anyway, since this is a new place and all, this is very appropriate. You know, moving out of state and all of that.

Don't know anyone, so am enjoying some 'time alone'. Since can't really chat with people, and am quite alone down here, but coping, only been here a few weeks now. Not posted in a while as explaned previous, due to not having internet, now that that is fixed, hopefully will be posting more often. But still. Has been quite the fun past time, and most likely future time.

Ahh alcohol, good in company and also when alone... so very alone.

But, gorram is working full time in this new place so very, well, full time. Lots of effort, no time or effort to do much of anything when getting home. Bleh. Hopefully will get used to it in due time, and thus be able to use evenings for drawing and not just the colouring of things.

Well, this is more of a past-time than a current-time. But anyway, here you go update!



Still, happens in waves, of finding a good game, and loving it, and really playing it like there is no tomorrow, prior to getting sick of it/finding many problems with it/breaking the game through bugs. Then move onto the next game. Heh.

Anyway, I am back. And hopefully with significantly more time to do art.

Hopefully that is.

Why you might ask.

Well, this is a big thing. Very big thing.

I have moved out of home. And am renting a place of my own! That is right, my own little dog house.

Not only moved out of home though, also moved out of the city, out of the state, but not the country.

Really is a big step and an interesting one. This is my own place, I can do as I like and please.

The job down here, is quite good, will be very time consuming and a decent bit of effort, but it will all pay off in the end. Everyone there, as in, in the job area, are very nice people, who are quite considerate and understanding.

This is the major life events I have been hinting at the past few updates, and why I have not been on the past four weeks. There was no internet, when you are driving down to another state, and then finding a place to move into. But now that the moving is done, I am all set up and ready to go.

Though, don't know anyone down here.

That might be nice, eventually. After getting setteled down. And doing a bunch of paintings to adorn the walls of this place I now call home.

Heh, major life changing events indeed.

Hope all of you have had a good last four weeks, and that you continue to have a good live.

Not that long ago now, finally decided to check out this '2' Gryphon character which the fandom seems to be so very fond of.

Found some of the older '2 sence' episodes (when Bush was still president, in his first term and he had a different co-host), along with a few of the older rants. Meh', like to start things from the start.

Anyway, they were relatively relaxing, to sit back to and draw, thus he has entered this little journal comic through his productions.



Makes some sence to me.

Life changing events, are moving slowly, frustratingly so.

But, managed to find some time to relax sucessfully over this past weekend, even with some very surreal part to it. Which, granted, were not bad in the least, quite the opposite, just surreal in addition to it.

Yep, constantly hiding makes you quite adept at wearing different masks for different occasions.

Probably also prompted me to get quite good at putting up with large quantities of alcohol, so that something wouldn't accidentally slip out.



Yay, life is fun...

Also, major life changing events!

Bleh.

Pretty simple really, whenever going to the gallery end up getting annoyed that people can make money of that sort of carp.



Really, how is that art. I can do something better than that while drunk, naked and only using my tongue.

It is horrible.

And yet, somehow people still buy into the charade.

Bleh to them.

Anyway, journal time. Had a farewell type party, and afterwords was actually feeling really down. Everything is coming to a point, this is happening, and it isn't going to stop now. Yes it will and does create opportunities (such as plenty of privacy for art), but everything changes dramatically. Everyone and everything I know will be gone for a long time. Will have to start from scratch. So, yeah, yesterday was feeling down. Understandably I think.

Last comic of the 24'ish hours with Ristin.



This was said, by me, just before he headed of to bed and I ran away. And his reaction was pretty much that as well. :p

My word to mouth filter is sometimes lacking, especially after addition of some quantities of alcoholic beverage.

So, I said this, and that was the reaction.

+1000 points to whoever can guess the movie and scene we were watching to prompt this comment. It really is quite difficult to guess with no clues, so, as a clue, blue. That should help you, see, what it is.

Still having some major life changing events occuring. Really quite significant. In a limbo as to what is happening, really saps everything away, creativity, motivation, anything. Meh'. Kinda excited for what will be gained, sad for what will be lost, and scared for what it is. But still, it is going to happen, one way or another, might as well be on my own terms.

This is yet another little piece from the 24'ish hours with Ristin.



This was said... at least five times, if not six, possibly more. After some of the devils drink, Gin. 'I'm all tingly' Indeed.

My responces varied from, Alright, OK, good for you, really and other not particularly responsive responces.

Anyway, this is the second last of the pieces from that time period, so only one more then back to the usual journal-comic-thing which isn't really that good at all.

Huzzah...

News 'of the life' time. Have had some major changes and will continue to have some major changes. So, artwork will, in a few months, hopefully improve, as am not too happy with what is currently going up. It is just acceptable, not really good. Meh'. But will hopefully, due to these major life changeing events, be able to start painting propper and sculpting and everything which has been pondered on but not done due to a lack of privacy and paranoia.

So, major life changing events are happening, and happening now for the next couple of months. Wish me luck, this is a mix of scary and exciting. Probably in equal parts.

Whelp, it has been a hectic couple of weeks, and busy/not much (if any) privacy. Hopefully now, will be able to transition across to being more active online once again. Appologies to everyone with regards to lack of comments/posts/activity.

Though, this week is looking to also be stupidly busy, so yay, might be one more week of not being on. Bleh.

Anyway, comic time, this one is also from the 24'ish hours with Ristin. Well, this happened, not to the extent shown though. It was quite funny to watch Ristin actually acting out the position he would end up in when describing this idea.

This comic was, point in fact, his idea, I just drew it.



Hope that you all are coping with life the universe and everything.

Have a lovely time where ever you may be.

Another little thing from the 24'ish hours with Ristin.

After a couple of morning beers, he may or may not have suggested putting me in a dog cage.

Needless to say, if that did or did not happen, this would have been the responce.



Was a good time.

This week has been stupid hectic. Learning stuff, homework, etc... Appologies for everyone for lack of responce and everything like that.

Heh, because of the hectic, and stupid nature of a lot of what has been going on, every night, except for Monday (so Tuesday-Today) have had several beers. Mmm, beers. The fun of fun.

Really do need to get away and out this weekend, if only to distance myself from this work, and homework. Really need to get away from this, if only for a day, to then be able to fully concentrate next week. Does that make any sence? Yes, yes it does. Bleh.

Have been quite efficient with the work this past week however, so that is good.

The first piece from a day spent with Ristin.

Obviously the othes will be uploaded in due time, however you might have to wait a bit for them, as am getting quite busy.



Was definitely a fun time. Beer for breakfast is always good.

So very good.

First time chosing the cheerful mood as well. So... yay?

I'm pretty good at laser force, all up. Or to be more accurate, used to be pretty good.

Has been many a year since then, moved on to laser skirmish, was good at that. Has been a while since the last time.

But, yeah. This appears to be beside the point.

( LJ Cut because the comic is actually big this time round. )

Moral of the comic: "In life sometimes you have to take a hit and deal with it."
Or whatever you want to read into it, really.

You might ask: "Why have you updated twice in as many days?" The answer is that I might not be able to update over the next couple of weeks. So, here is a consolidation prize?

Is is just the abnormal levels of paranoia kreeping up again, or is it something everyone feels sometimes.

Either way, feeling that there is no escape from what is happening and that they are constantly being watched, and judged.



Not so much fun really. Can get quite tiring.

There are still some parts of life which assist in mental health and overall feelings of goodness, even if they are quickly quashed lately.

These two things are as follows:



Firstly is that of Rain, I love rain, always have and probably always will. Walking out in it, especially when it is bucketing down is a heck of a lot of fun. You can't hear much except for the rain hitting you and surroundings areas. It, especially if it is cold, hits you with a light force but colder than the air around, so it is quite relaxing to have the rain hitting you. Although, just standing there you will freeze, so I combine it with walking most of the time. To create a lovely relaxing and enjoyable experience.

The second one is that of Dark, the darkness is quite a lovely experience. You can be sneeky easily, and you can only see limited detail in things with the rest needing a combination of logic and creativity to fully understand what it is. Things can easily be confused and imagination can easily take over in the dark. That would be why many people have a fear of it.

Combining these two things, is quite blisful in and of itself.

Unfortunately have been feeling down lately. This being a pictorial representation of feelings had.

Past couple of weeks, though there was a day and evening of enjoyment and fun, it unfortunately came back later.

Still, not wanting to whine or be all emo, thus drawing and leave it up to you all to interpret.

Enjoy.




Hope you all are having quite a bit more fun than this. :p

Just another simple cubist piece, as the last one was quite a bit of fun to put together.

Life has been, frustrating lately, but no point dwelling on that aspect of it.



Hope you all enjoy your time, whatever you may be doing.

Last of the three Religion themed comic topics (at least last for a while). This one has actually happened, not exact quotes, but this is the jist of it.

Appologies for being so absent lately, have... uhh, had some interesting happenings lately. Mostly not having any privacy so could not colour, thus complete any comics. Hopefully will be able to scrounge up enough private time to start up the, what was usual, pace again.

Damn it has been... interesting over here. Getting used to constantly acting again, faking the movements which are required to function 'normally'. Heh. Really took some doing.

Comic comic.



Anyway, hope you all are having a great time in where you are. No matter where that is.

Apologies about not being active for a couple of weeks, has been hectic over here.

Anyway, here is a continuation of the religion inspired comic from lat update. Even ignoring them doesn't work sometimes.




Hope you all have a good week.